I'm having a hard time tapping these keys this morning. My mind is not right at all today. I've been away from blogging lately because my plain-jane little life has once again become TOO complicated, despite my best efforts to keep it all simple. You see, I lost my job recently and that as you may know, SUCKS on so many levels. The reality now of losing my fairly cheapish one bedroom apartment and it's pile of collectibles accumulated over the last 15 years, has me terrified. Tears roll down my cheeks as I type this knowing I'm at the end of my rope. There's no cash reserves in my bank account, no rich relatives to help me out, no good friends who'll just let me stay at their place and most certainly NO Government outfit of any kind set up to actually give ageing, single white males, a break at all, despite what they tell ya. Their process does NOT work!
To add even more shit to all that, yesterday I received 3 statements from the EI office in my mailbox. Never mind they lost over 8 million in gold from the mint then spent hundreds of thousands looking for it to find out it wasn't actually lost after all, just misplaced, like ALL government moves! When opened, each one of these forms had different dates on them, so again, the stupid rotten government arse-holes can't even mail shit properly. Thus, I was informed then, perfect timing, (NOT) that child support payments were being deducted once again, even though my kids are in their 20's and I haven't even seen them in years. The gold digger X got the house, the cars, the kids, my motorcycle and wrecked me and then went through about a dozen dorks before she fond one with enough money to marry. But the law makes sure that she still gets plenty of new shoes and bangles, by wringing blood out of this dry old rock. Merry Christmas my ass! This uncaring commercial world has finally, mentally destroyed another productive individual and made it impossible to even live a basic life in the big city.
So now I'm behind in rent, hydro, bell and this internet connection, which is only the basic slow speed telephone jack service. My EI payments will now be about $484 to get through the month. Obviously these idiots don't give a shit about math because that just doesn't add up no matter how you look at it...
So, sadly, my life as I've known it, will soon come to a devastating, crashing end! I've been in this apartment for over 15 years and have accumulated an impressive pile of neat collectibles, fishing gear, survival stuff, photography gear, outdoorsy clothes, Outdoor and health books, BassMaster magazines for the last twenty five plus years and just a lot of really neat stuff. All will soon be lost. You can only haul around so much stuff when you have to live on the street.
I really wish I could have a bunch of folks like you, my readers, come through my place here, scooping up anything you see for say, 10 cents on the dollar. I'd so love for all this great stuff to go to folks who like it, instead of in the trash bin behind my apartment building after they throw me out in the snowbank. All these years of collecting cool stuff, has now finally become a total waste of time and money. What a total drag! I'm SO bummed out!
I'm going to start putting together 2 or maybe 3 BOB's of what I think I'll need for the next phase of my life, if there even is one. :-( You know, I came to the big city of Ottawa about four decades ago, with a backpack and my thumb stuck out on the side of the road and now it's looking like that is the way I'll be leaving too. This time though, I'll be on the road to nowhere.
I've always been very resilient and adaptable and live cheaper than most folks I know, but this seems to be the final killer blow that takes me down. Congrats to the whole new society system for contributing to the demise of yet another poor sap that's supported it's various crookedness and insurance scammers for all these years! You win! I lose! One finger salute and a minute of silence please...
And now finally, I'd like to extend a very heart felt Thank You, to any and all of You readers out there who have ever come to any of my blogs and shared some of your time with this little ol' outdoorsy dude! I've been thrilled to have been able to entertain you! Your various valued comments have got me through many rough society days in the past! Peace to all of You. I will miss Y'all! :-(












